Writing

I have become a blogoholic. I follow a few blogs very closely and wait for a new post everyday. And I feel like writing something every now and then. Days when I keep feeling restless and feel this urge to keep typing away if only to hear the sound of my fingers pecking away or to see words appear on my diary. I am not sure if I am writing for entertainment or what. I think I write to keep my thoughts in order. To synchronise the mayhem in my brain so that peace and calm can return. That doesn't mean that my writing is meaningful or entirely coherent(like today) but it garners my thoughts towards creating sentences that make sense. And that does need some thought. (You see when I write there is a voice in my head that dictates and which I follow. I think that's the way everyone must be writing but I haven't gotten an insight into anyone's head so not really sure. But that's the way I function. And sometimes there are other voices in there too but this dictating voice overshadows them.)

Yes, so I write cause I like writing (and I like the sound of the keyboard. Damn, I want a typewriter). And this blog is for myself. To the times when I give in to my writing urges. And yes if you like it I am glad(Really!!). But I'm sorry it doesn't change what or how I write. I still want to do it for myself!!! So it might be unorganised(depending on my mood), uninteresting(you see it might seem interesting to me unlike what it seems like to you) or.....

Btw I mentioned this because I like pretending that people read the blog and for my future reference when I read what I have written out of boredom. :D