Having been stuck with exams in the past week I didn't have time to post.
(Or maybe I did have time but I was trying to ease my conscience by telling myself that I was too busy studying.)
And yet I visited my blog everyday and overcame the temptation to write because I knew that I couldn't spend time on other random things. But then I had lots to say. And now here I am, no more mid-terms for atleast 4 days and what do I have to show for it?? Random babbling about how I have nothing to write about!! Ughhh...
No I shall not let this happen. And to avoid writing drivel about how I have nothing to write about and wasting words (I have nothing against wasting words though...) I decided to put up some thing that someone wiser than me has said.
"You imagine that what you can't understand is either spiritual or does not exist. The conclusion is quite wrong; rather there are obviously a million things in the universe that we would need a million quite different organs to understand ... someone blind from birth cannot imagine the beauty of a landscape, the colors of a painting or the shadings of an iris. He will imagine them as something palpable, edible, audible or olfactory. Likewise, if I were to explain to you what I perceive by the senses you do not have, you would interpret it as something that could be heard, seen, touched, smelled or tasted; but it is not like that."
--Cyrano de Bergerac
Well I would still like to believe that what I can't understand does not exist in my world but that is not true and I can't deny things. But it is so fascinating to think that the world and its beauties can be perceived in ways that my body can't think of. I am connected to the world only by my 6 senses. If you remove them then you are removing the world from my conscious. I become an empty floating entity in this universe. And yet to know that there are probably a million ways(I really don't think that there could be as many as a million ways but ah well its a nice number!) in which I could probably perceived makes me feel kinda ill-equipped suddenly. But then it justifies the hundreds of contraptions that we have today to measure things that we fail to. I mean wouldn't we be almost robotic if we could measure atmospheric pressure, see all frequencies of radiation and you know the other cool stuff that my brain can't think of. Maybe its just as well that we have just 6 senses with which we to know and understand the world as best as we can. We are doing a pretty good job.
I can't even imagine what my existence would be like if I din't have my senses. What would I think in terms of? My thoughts and ideas are made up of images, words, sounds and even smells and feelings sometimes. What the hell would be left in that brain of mine if you removed these??? A vacuum. An emptiness that I can't even begin to fathom but that scares me even with its mere idea!
2009-03-10
2009-03-05
2009-03-02
You think with your brain and feel with your stomach
You think with your brain and feel with your stomach!!!
Really I'm beginning to think that because of its presence in the world of romance and literature, the heart is truly over-rated even though most of the feeling-work is done by the stomach. Now come to think of it just how often have you actually felt your heart feel?!?!
On the other hand the stomach actually feels various emotions. And rather than talk in ambiguous statements that I'm sure you will doubt I am going to give you examples to prove my point!! Normally I describe it as a funny feeling in my stomach. And I have that funny feeling quite often. (Well there's hardly anything funny about it but you know its one of those things.... )
Now when you are nervous there is this fluttery feeling in your stomach normally referred to as butterflies. When you are happy, ever noticed that nice, warm and fuzzy feeling down there?? And those bad days when nothing seems right you wake up with a funny feeling in your stomach(sadness, depression, etc whatever you would like to call it). Intuition-gut feeling??? And that queasy feeling that could be hatred, or dislike! Well I'm not sure if hunger is a feeling but the stomach does grumble to indicate that! :D And there is that sinking feeling in your stomach when you fear something. And there are many other things your stomach feels but I made my point din't I??
(I think the stomach can love passionately too but it's hard to prove that one so I won't push it.)
On the other hand the heart only flutters once in a while(beat is not equal to flutter)!! Sometimes I think its only a side reaction of what your stomach feels. Like your legs turning into jelly when you are nervous even though your legs have no bloody clue why you are nervous! So then why exactly is the heart so highly overrated??? I think its because it sounds nice. Now can you imagine saying "Always listen to your stomach and it will lead you!"? "That broke my stomach into a million pieces!!" "Pet ko bas tumhaara intezaar tha." "Pet to pagal hai." "Hum pet de chuke sanam!!" "Mere pet ka vasta hai, ruk jaooo..." You get the point?? Its hard to use stomach instead of heart without sounding famished or like a glutton (well bhukkhad sounds more apt despite spending time to recall glutton and bothering people...) considering just how much we have stereotyped the stomach!!
All in all I think we should continue to use heart the way it is but not forget that stomach does a lot of the feeling work! Did I say I'm beginning to think?? Well, I am sure that we feel with our stomach. (Mostly!)
Really I'm beginning to think that because of its presence in the world of romance and literature, the heart is truly over-rated even though most of the feeling-work is done by the stomach. Now come to think of it just how often have you actually felt your heart feel?!?!
On the other hand the stomach actually feels various emotions. And rather than talk in ambiguous statements that I'm sure you will doubt I am going to give you examples to prove my point!! Normally I describe it as a funny feeling in my stomach. And I have that funny feeling quite often. (Well there's hardly anything funny about it but you know its one of those things.... )
Now when you are nervous there is this fluttery feeling in your stomach normally referred to as butterflies. When you are happy, ever noticed that nice, warm and fuzzy feeling down there?? And those bad days when nothing seems right you wake up with a funny feeling in your stomach(sadness, depression, etc whatever you would like to call it). Intuition-gut feeling??? And that queasy feeling that could be hatred, or dislike! Well I'm not sure if hunger is a feeling but the stomach does grumble to indicate that! :D And there is that sinking feeling in your stomach when you fear something. And there are many other things your stomach feels but I made my point din't I??
(I think the stomach can love passionately too but it's hard to prove that one so I won't push it.)
On the other hand the heart only flutters once in a while(beat is not equal to flutter)!! Sometimes I think its only a side reaction of what your stomach feels. Like your legs turning into jelly when you are nervous even though your legs have no bloody clue why you are nervous! So then why exactly is the heart so highly overrated??? I think its because it sounds nice. Now can you imagine saying "Always listen to your stomach and it will lead you!"? "That broke my stomach into a million pieces!!" "Pet ko bas tumhaara intezaar tha." "Pet to pagal hai." "Hum pet de chuke sanam!!" "Mere pet ka vasta hai, ruk jaooo..." You get the point?? Its hard to use stomach instead of heart without sounding famished or like a glutton (well bhukkhad sounds more apt despite spending time to recall glutton and bothering people...) considering just how much we have stereotyped the stomach!!
All in all I think we should continue to use heart the way it is but not forget that stomach does a lot of the feeling work! Did I say I'm beginning to think?? Well, I am sure that we feel with our stomach. (Mostly!)
2009-03-01
Living for today
Yes, I know we've all heard that "we should live like there's no tomorrow". Agreed. But can you stop doing things for tomorrow?? Spending today so that you wake up to a better tomorrow. Not doing that would be insane. (Ya i know people who say that you should live in the moment don't mean that you should forget that tomorrow continues to exist even though it should not be the focus of your life.) So what exactly do they mean?? That you should enjoy every moment you live(atleast while you're awake)?
Is it even possible to enjoy every moment? You see life is not made of all the moments that you breathe through but rather every moment that makes you go "Life is beautiful" or "I'm glad to be alive". The moments when you can close your eyes and truly know that everything's right in the world, atleast your world. And these moments are rare and precious. These moments are the sum of all the moments before them. And hence the purpose is not to make every moment precious but rather to make sure that every moment counts in adding up to the precious ones. If you manage to do that you have truly lived your life. Moments lost will blemish the truly blissful ones to come.
I remember a few years ago I asked myself the question that almost everyone asks himself at some point. I asked myself who I was and what the hell I was doing on this planet. I asked myself what is the purpose of everything when one day when I stop breathing it will all end. And then I answered that I should do something to leave my footprints behind so that my presence on this planet is marked even after I make the grand departure (I swear I must have heard all these things somewhere and well they do sound cool). A hopeless way of trying to find pseudo-immortality.
(WE humans seriously never give up!!!)
But what is the point of spending my life just so that tomorrow after I'm gone some random people can talk about how awesome I was and how I did whatever I did. Yes, I know my loved ones will talk with a touch of pride when they think about me. And I'd like to give them that. But won't they talk about me with the same touch of pride for being who I was, for loving them and living even if I don't leave my mark on the world?? And well being remembered by random people won't even be useful in nursing my bloated ego after I die. (Ofcourse the ego dies with me. Hell, I won't even know just how much of a print I left!) Then frankly why bother?? Why don't we all just live our lives, be happy and accept that it ends someday?
In the end, live for the today that is your and forget the tomorrow when there will be none.
(I really don't know where all that came from. I really must stop thinking so much!!!! But dammit its not possible to shut off your brain. I doubt I can live with a switched off brain!! See, how much I thought about not thinking!!?!?!? LE sigh.... )
Is it even possible to enjoy every moment? You see life is not made of all the moments that you breathe through but rather every moment that makes you go "Life is beautiful" or "I'm glad to be alive". The moments when you can close your eyes and truly know that everything's right in the world, atleast your world. And these moments are rare and precious. These moments are the sum of all the moments before them. And hence the purpose is not to make every moment precious but rather to make sure that every moment counts in adding up to the precious ones. If you manage to do that you have truly lived your life. Moments lost will blemish the truly blissful ones to come.
I remember a few years ago I asked myself the question that almost everyone asks himself at some point. I asked myself who I was and what the hell I was doing on this planet. I asked myself what is the purpose of everything when one day when I stop breathing it will all end. And then I answered that I should do something to leave my footprints behind so that my presence on this planet is marked even after I make the grand departure (I swear I must have heard all these things somewhere and well they do sound cool). A hopeless way of trying to find pseudo-immortality.
(WE humans seriously never give up!!!)
But what is the point of spending my life just so that tomorrow after I'm gone some random people can talk about how awesome I was and how I did whatever I did. Yes, I know my loved ones will talk with a touch of pride when they think about me. And I'd like to give them that. But won't they talk about me with the same touch of pride for being who I was, for loving them and living even if I don't leave my mark on the world?? And well being remembered by random people won't even be useful in nursing my bloated ego after I die. (Ofcourse the ego dies with me. Hell, I won't even know just how much of a print I left!) Then frankly why bother?? Why don't we all just live our lives, be happy and accept that it ends someday?
In the end, live for the today that is your and forget the tomorrow when there will be none.
(I really don't know where all that came from. I really must stop thinking so much!!!! But dammit its not possible to shut off your brain. I doubt I can live with a switched off brain!! See, how much I thought about not thinking!!?!?!? LE sigh.... )
2009-02-28
The problem does not lie with Ekta Kkapoor....
All too often people blame Ekta Kapoor and television in general for creating the shittiest shows possible that demean our intelligence by being ridiculously.... well shitty!! And yet the the most popular shows are the ones that start with a "K". We blame family problems, social issues, the increasing dumbness of many housewives and children and what not on all these retarded shows. There are FUCKING award shows organised to honour her!!!! BLOODY HELL!! The Star Pariwar Awards is the biggest farce ever where she is treated like a goddamn goddess!!
And once I got over just how ridiculous her shows are I realised that millions still buy her crap. That she is on a pedestal because people put her there. Then is it her fault?? Or is it our fault that we're given crap? Why does noone blame those retarded females who ogle at these shows for hours contributing to the trp ratings??
I have lots to say about her and those who watch the 'K' series but today I found this quote which beautifully and succinctly summarises what I want to say.
"When you're young, you look at television and think, "There's a conspiracy. The networks have conspired to dumb us down." But when you get a little older, you realize that's not true. The networks are in business to give people exactly what they want. That's a far more depressing thought. Conspiracy is optimistic! You can shoot the bastards! We can have a revolution! But the networks are really in
business to give people what they want. It's the truth."
--Steve Jobs
So you see, sad as it might be, it's not the fault of Star Plus that crap is what people want!
And once I got over just how ridiculous her shows are I realised that millions still buy her crap. That she is on a pedestal because people put her there. Then is it her fault?? Or is it our fault that we're given crap? Why does noone blame those retarded females who ogle at these shows for hours contributing to the trp ratings??
I have lots to say about her and those who watch the 'K' series but today I found this quote which beautifully and succinctly summarises what I want to say.
"When you're young, you look at television and think, "There's a conspiracy. The networks have conspired to dumb us down." But when you get a little older, you realize that's not true. The networks are in business to give people exactly what they want. That's a far more depressing thought. Conspiracy is optimistic! You can shoot the bastards! We can have a revolution! But the networks are really in
business to give people what they want. It's the truth."
--Steve Jobs
So you see, sad as it might be, it's not the fault of Star Plus that crap is what people want!
I want to become a nomad!
I am not exactly sure how or why but as I lay in my bed in a daze (you know when you are kinda half awake) I kept thinking that I wanted to become a nomad. I just want to keep roaming around and never settle down. When the idea first occurred, the image of the Bedouins in Saudi Arabia living in the most dreary of conditions was the only one I could drag out from the recesses of my mind. NOT what I want. I think I would prefer becoming an urban nomad. Keep traveling to new places and shifting jobs. And not just travel but live in different places.
Well, its not like I always wanted to live a life like this(I just thought of it this morning. Talk about life-changing ideas haha). Frankly, I'd lived in one city all my life till I moved for JC. And that makes it a total of just 2 cities in 20 years!! And knowing me I would hate having to move over and over again.
Really. Packing all your stuff is the biggest bother ever!! Not to mention that it would always take time for me to settle in. But still if I ignore the bother involved in packing and stuff I think I want to keep living in new cities every now and then. Every city will have a different life, a different ambiance and a different culture. And all ill be able to do will be peak into that life.
I'm not sure if I'll want to do this tomorrow but as I sit here now that is what I really want to do!
PS: I didn't intend to put up so many Bedouin images just one to prove what an ancient idea I have of nomads. But they fascinated me so much that I had to put up a few. And there were so many more that I wanted to put up!! (maybe I'll have a post with just Bedouin images sometime! :D ) And now after looking at these I'm rethinking my opinion about Saudi Arabian nomads.. :D
2009-02-26
Happily ever after??
There are no happily ever afters in life. And it’s true no matter what! And I’m not being pessimistic but just realistic when I say this. “happily ever after” (hea for future reference) is just a fairy tale concept and yet most movies and books end with hea’s don’t they?? Yes, they don’t state it that blatantly but we are supposed to understand it so that we leave the theatre with a smile on our faces and a satisfied feeling in the stomach (i.e. if the rest of the movie is decent or you might just be crying over the waste!) knowing that some fictional characters are now happy.
Sometime back I had started writing a post about why harry potter became as popular as it did (which I never got round to finishing and just deleted). It is indeed amazing to know that Harry Potter has achieved a kind of popularity that the Bible has taken 2 millenia to achieve. Does that mean it is one of the best books written till now? Definitely not. Literature has many master pieces to offer. Then what makes Harry Potter so different and so unique? Why was almost everyone hooked to it (me included :D )? Certainly not the best language (probably one of the reasons for the popularity) and well the idea of witches and wizards is certainly not novel. So I figured maybe it is the detail with which she wrote. Rowling created a different magical world that was almost realistic in its excruciating detail. It was like an escape from the limits of the muggle world. And that is what we all fell for. And ofcourse there was the part about the happy ending. Every book ended with Harry fighting the evil and emerging victorious to some extent atleast. Wasn’t it the most classic good vs the evil that has been around for centuries and will continue to be so??!? Then is it any surprise that HP got as popular?? And frankly you only need a few ardent fans and good publicity to get the rest to jump onto the bandwagon!
Same with twilight which was definitely the epitome of clichés! You see hea’s draw us since they don’t exist but we keep looking for it. And then when you manage to find it, even if its just in a book or a movie, it is almost like you have it for sometime! When so many imperfections crease your life a few hea’s are welcome I guess. Yes I know they are so not realistic and I would praise the movie more if it ends realistically (sometimes) but then I know that I like the hea.
A friend mentioned that Math always has a “happily ever after” and I think that is one of the fascinations. You always know that there is but one place to reach and that is the right one. The one where you should be. The solving can be tough and tedious and you might want to pull your hair but then the answer will be perfect when you get it. There are more than one correct ways of reaching there but its all in black and white. There are no gray areas since everything is either right or wrong. So unlike our lives!!!
There is no “happily ever after” in real life but that doesn’t stop one from wanting to see it once in a while if only it’s in the life of some fictional character.
(ahh that was probably quite incoherent and not well-organised but I think I managed to get across the major points I wanted to.)
Sometime back I had started writing a post about why harry potter became as popular as it did (which I never got round to finishing and just deleted). It is indeed amazing to know that Harry Potter has achieved a kind of popularity that the Bible has taken 2 millenia to achieve. Does that mean it is one of the best books written till now? Definitely not. Literature has many master pieces to offer. Then what makes Harry Potter so different and so unique? Why was almost everyone hooked to it (me included :D )? Certainly not the best language (probably one of the reasons for the popularity) and well the idea of witches and wizards is certainly not novel. So I figured maybe it is the detail with which she wrote. Rowling created a different magical world that was almost realistic in its excruciating detail. It was like an escape from the limits of the muggle world. And that is what we all fell for. And ofcourse there was the part about the happy ending. Every book ended with Harry fighting the evil and emerging victorious to some extent atleast. Wasn’t it the most classic good vs the evil that has been around for centuries and will continue to be so??!? Then is it any surprise that HP got as popular?? And frankly you only need a few ardent fans and good publicity to get the rest to jump onto the bandwagon!
Same with twilight which was definitely the epitome of clichés! You see hea’s draw us since they don’t exist but we keep looking for it. And then when you manage to find it, even if its just in a book or a movie, it is almost like you have it for sometime! When so many imperfections crease your life a few hea’s are welcome I guess. Yes I know they are so not realistic and I would praise the movie more if it ends realistically (sometimes) but then I know that I like the hea.
A friend mentioned that Math always has a “happily ever after” and I think that is one of the fascinations. You always know that there is but one place to reach and that is the right one. The one where you should be. The solving can be tough and tedious and you might want to pull your hair but then the answer will be perfect when you get it. There are more than one correct ways of reaching there but its all in black and white. There are no gray areas since everything is either right or wrong. So unlike our lives!!!
There is no “happily ever after” in real life but that doesn’t stop one from wanting to see it once in a while if only it’s in the life of some fictional character.
(ahh that was probably quite incoherent and not well-organised but I think I managed to get across the major points I wanted to.)
2009-02-24
I love analogies....
The mind of a person is like a map and we need to place other people on it. And for this we need co-ordinates making it important for us to be judgmental. You can be harsh or not but you must judge someone to place them on the map.
Now the map is not like any other geographical map but much more complex so I can't go into that right now.
Conclusion: We can't help but be judgmental and it's ok to be so!!
Now the map is not like any other geographical map but much more complex so I can't go into that right now.
Conclusion: We can't help but be judgmental and it's ok to be so!!
2009-02-23
Rahman was always awesome....
As I sat eating breakfast today morning I realised that I’m bloody detached from the rest of the world. I have no freaking clue what is happening around the world, what milestones has Obama moved since coming into office, if there are still hundreds dying in Palestine (I think that place hasn’t improved much), what state Indonesia is in or what the environmentalists are upto now. I used to know all this and a lot more once upon a time but now I live in a blissfully ignorant world. (Not really sure if it is actually blissful)
Anywho the point being that when I realised just how hopelessly ignorant I have become I decided to do something about it and opened 5 different websites at once. And the first news I came across was the Oscar awards today. (Seriously to stress just how ignorant I have become I will add that till yesterday I didn’t know that the Oscars were today. :O yes, yes, you are allowed to ogle and exclaim at that since that’s exactly what I did!!) I learnt many important things and saw just exactly what hairdo some random actor whose name I’ve managed to forget (I was trying to find out who but then realised it’s pointless) wore. And then I read about Slumdog Millionaire and all the awards it has won. It made me feel good. You know the Indian thing that I can’t really explain (though the movie is not Indian technically).
And then I kept seeing that every other random person’s status message has “Jai ho” and A.R. Rahman in it (hence post). Rahman was always great and the song was awesome even before it got the Oscar! Then why do people suddenly go Jai Ho just because it got an award? And he has definitely composed better music so why the hype?? Why do we need an Oscar to tell us what is supposed to be appreciated and what not??? There are so many movies which would go unnoticed if not for the awards. But somebody else’s appreciation buys our own so often!!!
Well then I figured that maybe it’s not that they just started appreciating Rahman and his music but rather that they are trying to show how proud they are or maybe congratulate you know, (I know he’s not going to read it or probably know about it and it’s not exactly congratulating but.... if you know what I mean.) proud that his talent is being applauded worldwide. I don’t know whether this is true (or makes sense for that matter) since I didn’t ask anyone just why they were going Jai Ho suddenly but well these seem to be the only other reasons.
Ahh well Rahman rocks, Oscar or no Oscar!!!
PS: Sadly i dint read a single other news item after the Oscar piece but trust me I shall not be ignorant for long!!
Anywho the point being that when I realised just how hopelessly ignorant I have become I decided to do something about it and opened 5 different websites at once. And the first news I came across was the Oscar awards today. (Seriously to stress just how ignorant I have become I will add that till yesterday I didn’t know that the Oscars were today. :O yes, yes, you are allowed to ogle and exclaim at that since that’s exactly what I did!!) I learnt many important things and saw just exactly what hairdo some random actor whose name I’ve managed to forget (I was trying to find out who but then realised it’s pointless) wore. And then I read about Slumdog Millionaire and all the awards it has won. It made me feel good. You know the Indian thing that I can’t really explain (though the movie is not Indian technically).
And then I kept seeing that every other random person’s status message has “Jai ho” and A.R. Rahman in it (hence post). Rahman was always great and the song was awesome even before it got the Oscar! Then why do people suddenly go Jai Ho just because it got an award? And he has definitely composed better music so why the hype?? Why do we need an Oscar to tell us what is supposed to be appreciated and what not??? There are so many movies which would go unnoticed if not for the awards. But somebody else’s appreciation buys our own so often!!!
Well then I figured that maybe it’s not that they just started appreciating Rahman and his music but rather that they are trying to show how proud they are or maybe congratulate you know, (I know he’s not going to read it or probably know about it and it’s not exactly congratulating but.... if you know what I mean.) proud that his talent is being applauded worldwide. I don’t know whether this is true (or makes sense for that matter) since I didn’t ask anyone just why they were going Jai Ho suddenly but well these seem to be the only other reasons.
Ahh well Rahman rocks, Oscar or no Oscar!!!
PS: Sadly i dint read a single other news item after the Oscar piece but trust me I shall not be ignorant for long!!
Rains still fascinate me!!
I remember as a kid I used to be totally fascinated by the rain. I would negotiate and argue and fight (depending on what might work) to get my mom to allow me to get wet in those rains even if it was just a drizzle. I would want to splash around and run in it or just stand feeling every drop on my body. Mom used to wake me up even at 3 am if it was raining and I would cuddle up against her and watch the downpour from the window. (The earliest I remember this is when I was probably 5 or 6.) The flash of light against the sky as if there was something wrong with the bulb and it kept flickering. The sleeping city and the thunder and rain and lightning in the background trying to wake it up, all of it would keep me up at any hour if only to see it. (I did think about getting wet but I know it when I’m fighting a lost cause!!)
(Though now that I think about it, I remember clearly that my entirely family went out in the middle of the night once just to get wet. I really have no clue what prompted us to do that.)
And I don’t think any of it has changed today as I continue to be fascinated by rains like a kid. The smell of the earth wafting by makes me feel close to the land like nothing else. (This only happens in India.) Everything seems to be brighter, fresher and cleaner like it’s a new beginning. Like we’ve wiped everything off the slate and we can create new stories and pictures. Or probably more like seeing that beneath the grime and the dust it’s not all that ugly. The leaves are really green and sky is always blue!! (do not argue on that one. The sky will always be blue!!) I expect to see a smile on every face I pass by and know that all’s well with the world. (I know all’s not well but a little optimism has never hurt anyone, now has it??) (See, now that is what the rain does to an occasional hopeless pessimist like me.)
I still want to feel every drop and smile and say every clichéd thing that has been said about rains and random beautiful sounding things or simply go yay!!! :D
YAY!! :D
(Though now that I think about it, I remember clearly that my entirely family went out in the middle of the night once just to get wet. I really have no clue what prompted us to do that.)
And I don’t think any of it has changed today as I continue to be fascinated by rains like a kid. The smell of the earth wafting by makes me feel close to the land like nothing else. (This only happens in India.) Everything seems to be brighter, fresher and cleaner like it’s a new beginning. Like we’ve wiped everything off the slate and we can create new stories and pictures. Or probably more like seeing that beneath the grime and the dust it’s not all that ugly. The leaves are really green and sky is always blue!! (do not argue on that one. The sky will always be blue!!) I expect to see a smile on every face I pass by and know that all’s well with the world. (I know all’s not well but a little optimism has never hurt anyone, now has it??) (See, now that is what the rain does to an occasional hopeless pessimist like me.)
I still want to feel every drop and smile and say every clichéd thing that has been said about rains and random beautiful sounding things or simply go yay!!! :D
YAY!! :D
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