2008-03-17

Tyranny of boredom

Its a contorted wold and so often we wonder where everything leads to. The worst part is that this world and the people are multi-dimensional(hell you could probably call it the best part). But contrary to that when we see them our view is rather one-dimensional and we are forced to judge. As and when the other dimensions become visible you are forced to reconsider since you really don't know what is true. Because contradictions do not exist. And yet seeming contradictions are all around. Hell they exist in me!!!!!!!! I mean for example lets consider my career choice. Unlike most people I really don't know what I want. I am good at something, interested in something, and hell it all gets so confusing. On the other hand there might be no confusion just a foggy vision and inability to discern the truth.

man!!!!! I don't know if I was making sense but well sometimes it feels great to ramble on and on about things. Otherwise life becomes so boring. I mean well I have things to do that I do so that I don't get bored. But the monotony sets in and lifebecomes boring even when you have things to do. Dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And then you want to go like TIMMYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! haha....

And yet like I have always said. "Boredom is a luxury that fools can afford". haha