Muses...

There is so much that we all feel that we might be oblivious to. Feelings that we block out because we can't or as happens more often we don't wanna recognise them. Emotions that would tell the world what really is inside you. And yet why would you want the world to know all that? Why would you want anyone to know when you also fail to recognise it? We are all so caught up in our worlds or the worlds that we want to create that we forget whom we are creating them for. The "I" is lost leaving nothing but emptines. But who misses the "I"?? Why is "I" the first and easiest for us to sacrifice??? And we call ourselves selfish!!

And yet its so difficult to judge what we really feel. So much of the emotions that we "think" we are undergoing are actually just what we think we ought to be feeling and what we want to feel.

Is there a difference between what you think and what you feel? Why does everyone pit the heart against the brain? Why don't we accept that the brain can be irrational or that thinking and feeling can go hand in hand? Does everything we feel have to be defied by logic?? Infact shouldnt our brain and heart be in it together? To make the feeling complete. To make it a whole.

I had started talking about something and went onto what dunno. For once I am not going to allow myself to ramble on about things and get away with them easily. I don't even know what i want to write about. Just create words that would somehow crystalise the emptiness within. Suddenly everything is bleak and I don't know where to turn to.

An abrupt goodbye. The words shall be divulged but not here. This is not the place.